I felt the anxiety rise in me. It had been three weeks since I had gone out to work and the walls were closing in on me. I always believed that my busy routine was a form of therapy for me, but this was proof. I needed my busy schedule. I missed my friends and talking to actual people. Social distancing and lockdown central were taking their toll on my physical and mental health. With no end in sight to the COVID-19 nightmare, I felt the panic rise.